“I’m falling apart right in front of your eyes but you don’t even see me.”

“You can’t be strong all the times. Sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out."

Haaaa, being lonely sucks! I hate that feeling, so bad. I'm just here feeling all pitiful and it makes me sick to be honest. Hey! Have you ever felt lonely? Have you ever felt isolated or alone? Have you ever felt friendless? Well! It's fine. I have felt lonely too. Sometimes we go through so much pressure and we feel lost in our own feelings. We look at how gloomy our lives have been and  we just feel damn! This is sad. Oh well, anyone can be lonely and it's okay! It doesn't necessarily mean something is wrong with you. 

“Time is the best healer in the world"

Sometimes we feel like the things we go through will never pass. And we get scared of letting our pains out because we feel no one would relate. Unfortunately, we try to seek comfort on our own and then we are slowly drowned in loneliness. It's totally fine to feel down sometimes and yes, there might be really no one to share some feelings with, but that's on nobody to be honest. Everyone is fighting with theirs. Don't forget!

“Be kind. Everyone you meet is fighting their own battle." — Unknown.

I have had to deal with friends who let me feel down and ignored most times. And I have got this high insecurities. I'm easily worried when I notice a sudden change in someone's behavior. And because I was too scared of messing the whole thing up and being lonely in the end, I chose to be quiet. I wasn't tough enough to speak up.

Yes! I have felt so lonely before. I had my friends and possibly my family, but I still felt deserted. I was so scared of people seeing me in such condition, so I stayed silent. I acted like nothing was wrong but I knew I wasn't getting any better. The pains I was feeling, were too much to bear. I actually wanted to confined in friends or people I considered close, but I just imagined no one would ever understand.

“It Is not the strongest nor the most intelligent that survives But the most adaptable”
- Charles Darwin

Yea! People might never understand whatever you're going through but truthfully, staying silent doesn't help either. Because it feels like you're the only one going through hard times, doesn't mean it's just you. And it doesn't make you a weak or dumb person. We all go through hard times and some people have successfully gotten a solution on how to live through those times. It could be really draining and you mighr just feel jumping into any relationship could be a chance of feeling less lonely. Lest I remind you, what happens next if it all ends as quickly as it started.


“Life doesn‘t always work out the way you think it will, but it always does work out."


Hey! You are not alone, it feels so but you aren't the only one going through so much. Thousands of people are going through a lot too. I know you feel like it will never pass but it will. It only takes time. You might be feeling no one cares or that life isn't worth living. Oh! If only you can see pass what you're going through right now. There are better days ahead!
If there is anything I have learnt about pushing through those bad and lonely times, it has to be the fact that when it all ends, you would be happy and fulfilled that you pushed through. In fact you quickly forget how it felt to be in those ugly times. YOU'RE NOT ALONE!!!


“Every story has an end. But in life every end is a new beginning."